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Ok, so there's a slim chance of me doing flourish for the TV screen this time round. My heart is all heavy, but oddly and amazingly, I do not feel, at all, pissed or depressed. I just feel spaced out. I just dislike the fact that it is me who initiated the whole deal and do not get the deal ultimately.

Ah ack it, Loki. At least I can tell myself fair and square I have met Mayhem Themselves.

But still. Sigh.

Posted in: Shit feeling.