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Friday, 29 September 2006

I'd better not be hearing it from anyone after this

My dad has been telling me for a couple of years that his basement is overrun with "you guys' crap." When he says this, he points at me specifically and says, "and like half of it is yours." This, to me, seemed improbable. But still, it was exciting to think that I might have all kinds of forgotten treasures under there.Since most of us were going to be up here at once, Mom went out and bought loads of plastic bins (containers for you Brits) and trashbags. She put us under strict orders to get under there, go through our stuff, and put what we want to save in the labeled bins. She encouraged us to put as much as possible in the trashbags.So last night I went under there and Mom and I looked through almost Every Single Box in search of my stuff. As we went, we started sections for all the...

Thursday, 28 September 2006

Transcended.

I have transcended the stage of worrying about exams. I have greater purposes in life. And if you are still nervous after 10 years of exams, you suck seriously. Hahahaha! ^^See ya all, motherfucke...

I think I'll get a job at the Piercing Pagoda

Tonight Jenny & Ed & I went to Sullivan's Steakhouse in Anchorage on a gift card from my parents. The card was technically for Jenny & Ed because they are the favored children but they invited me along. We considered pretending that I was Ed's second wife but decided against it.The food was good, even if I've probably contracted tapeworms from my filet mignon, which was not so much medium as rawish. It tasted great, but I swear the juice left on the plate started clotting. We also got the the Cajun crabcakes (recommend) as an appetizer with creamed spinach (recommend) and the Lyonnaise potatoes (don't recommend) as sides. Were too full for dessert but because I am a masochist I asked for the menu anyway. Bad idea. My stomach twisted when I read about the Banana Foster Bread Pudding,...

Tuesday, 26 September 2006

My new non-paid job

I spent a few hours today sorting books in The Dungeon. The library is having this massive book sale next month so the volunteers are going through all the for-sale books and organizing them by subject. I was in non-fiction, so it was stuff like Cookbooks, Hobbies, Outdoor Alaskan Manly Man Adventures, Chicken Soup books, and Bathroom Books. Turns out people like to read those Don't Sweat the Small Stuff books in the bathroom. I guess it's better than reading the back of the shampoo bottle.It was my first day, but so far I like it. It's a cool library. All the DVD rentals are free and there's a cafe. You can take covered drinks anywhere in the library, which is good because hot drinks are pretty much the only consolation people have once winter hits. I got my library card and checked out...

Sickness

Just 3 hours ago, I feel plagued by legions of discomfort. My head feels as if they are sliced open and that my brain feels like they have been cooked. Same for my eyes, they feel like cooked fishballs in my eye sockets. My limbs felt as though they were in the Artic when my body are in a boiling chamber. My throat felt as though there's 2 steel, spiked balls, restricting my speech and causing much discomfort. After much insane experiments I did on myself, like placing a bag of ice over my forehead, washing my hair in icy cold water, wearing a jacket in a room without any form of ventilation, flourishing, drinking a years supply of water, going to the restrooms once every 20 minutes, and thinking of my will if I ever die.So, do not think *pro* flourishers are infalliable.After those experiments,...

The usual suspects

So yesterday I braved the singles ward--actually, make that singles branch, for that is what it is. In Anchorage they have a couple of singles wards because that's where people are going to school and working. In Eagle River (a smaller town 10 miles away) there aren't too many reasons for young single adults to be sticking around. Unless, of course, they are cool like me and want to spend quality time at Mom and Dad's house.Sacrament meeting was about what you'd expect, just with more hair and fleece. There was the girl in front of me who kept nestling her head on her boyfriend's shoulder. There was the girl behind me who did that soprano descant during all the hymns and I believe I've already expressed my feelings on that. (Hate.) Right up there with people who sing the hymns in their mission...

Friday, 22 September 2006

Two good pieces of news

And one baddish one: I had a post all written and my sorry piece o' crap computer froze up and ate it. Am reformatting the hard drive tonight, wish me luck with that.Good news #1: I called the nice big Anchorage public library to ask about volunteer work. The lady I spoke with says that because of my degree and flexible schedule and all, they can probably work out a kind of residency-type program where I can get experience in the different areas I'm interested in. So go me! I'm going in on Monday morning to chat w/her and fill things out and get a tour of the place.Good news #2: Decided to forget temporarily that I have no job and no prospects....

Thursday, 21 September 2006

Satisfied.

I believe I am the happiest person on Earth now. Those delectable cards shall soon be in my hands! =D Yay!hee hee h...

Why am I not surprised?

You scored as Satanism. Your beliefs most closely resemble those of Satanism! Before you scream, do a bit of research on it. To be a Satanist, you don't actually have to believe in Satan. Satanism generally focuses upon the spiritual advancement of the self, rather than upon submission to a deity or a set of moral codes. Do some research if you immediately think of the satanic cult stereotype. Your beliefs may also resemble those of earth-based religions such as paganism.atheism96%Satanism96%agnosticism83%Buddhism75%Paganism75%Islam63%Judaism63%Hinduism46%Christianity21%Which religion is the right one for you? (new version)created with QuizFarm.comI...

Philosophy test!

You scored as Existentialist. Existentialism emphasizes human capability. There is no greater power interfering with life and thus it is up to us to make things happen. Sometimes considered a negative and depressing world view, your optimism towards human accomplishment is immense. Mankind is condemned to be free and must accept the responsibility.Existentialist100%Postmodernist100%Romanticist94%Cultural Creative81%Idealist75%Fundamentalist69%Modernist63%Materialist63%What is Your World View?created with QuizFarm....

Wednesday, 20 September 2006

Job update

Will die alone. Alone and unemployed. Will have to get a job at Borders or Barnes & Noble where I can wander around and pretend I'm in a library. Will have to imagine that there are fewer people browsing the shelves, though, to make it convincing. And I'll have to pretend that one or two of them are completely crazy.I heard back from two of the libraries I applied to. The SLC library sent a letter to Lady J saying that they would not be interviewing me at this time or ever. The Springville library (I interviewed with them on Friday) sent a very nice email but said no thank you. The third library didn't contact me but I can see from the county's website that they're conducting interviews now.So. There you have it. Looks like I'll be in AK for a bit longer. I might as well start going to...

No upright crucifix shall exist in my terrority.The Christ Church magnet I got from Malacca broke at the point of the cross. Muahaha!I love being ...

Tuesday, 19 September 2006

I'm not dead yet!

I'm really sorry that I've been AWOL, but I'm living in this very strange limbo world land. The house is full of family coming in and out, we've been running around to Anchorage and Seward, and I have absolutely no schedule. The blogging withdrawal is just as bad as the England withdrawal, really.So here are a few notes on my reintegration into American society.I'm wavering between an English and a Southern accent. Yesterday I answered a question by saying, "Yay-ep." Then I stopped dead in my tracks wondering if that sound had just come from me. I thought I was doing okay on the English vocab front--catching myself from saying things like "films"...

Monday, 18 September 2006

Mugging

I now declare Mugging Sequence Initiated. Accelerate.Let me go totalitarian on my books and lecture notes. Let my back be bent permenantly over the table. Let my brain matter flow out of my skull in vain attempt to absorb the essence of lecture notes at a higher rate.See you after 6th October, my frien...

Saturday, 16 September 2006

Home Sweet Alaska

I survived the plane ride(s), barely, after the wonderful send-off I received. The jet-lag is just now wearing off, but there were a few times when I thought I would have to kill people. The less I say about that, though, the better. I'm home now and I'm freezing. Twelve hours in I was wearing fleece with gratitude.This is the view from my parents' house, which is crammed to the brim with people. The wedding has had to be postponed for a little while, but everyone still came up and we're all having a big rowdy time. I've met my brother's fiancee and she is lovely and sweet. She also shoots fish in the head rather than catching them with a hook,...

Friday, 15 September 2006

Update

It's been almost a week since I blogged anything. So I am here to fuel your desires to know more about this drenched life of mine. =)In this week, I am honoured enough to be mentioned in someone's english preliminary composition. The title is 'Talents", I really doubt myself about that... Ah wells. I guess it is a good confirmation of my skills in flourishing. =) yay!Other than that, I have considered going to Sweden before the age of 20, but that thought self-destructed itself within 5 minutes. The air-ticket = Instant Killer. In addition, I was merely shifting in and out of conscious all week long, getting really delirious and mumbling crazy.Mugging matters, school has been a total bitch and hindering my mugging plans. I question myself repeatedly, "Why the fuck the school want to busy...

Wednesday, 13 September 2006

*Blink*

So this is pretty much it. I have no idea how this year went by so fast. Suddenly I'm getting on a plane and have no idea what to think or feel. Except I hope they have cheese with the on-flight meal. And chocolate. Even if it is breakfast.I just turned in my dissertation. Felt a bit dazed when I saw the hard cover w/my name printed on the spine, just like a big-girl book.Closed out my Barclay's bank account. My masters degree cost $22,000, which is $8,000 under budget. I kick trash. People should marry me for my fiscal skills alone.Tonight my sweet friends are throwing me a goodbye party, and then someone will drop me and my bags off at the...

Tuesday, 12 September 2006

Don't walk, people. Run, drive, or fly.

Everyone needs to go see Wicked right now. Seriously. I would buy a full-price ticket to go back and watch it again tomorrow if I could. So, so fabulous.First off, the set is amazing. As are the costumes. And the music. And everything else. I got chills the second the music started, and then kept getting them over and over again, which is how you do it, Mary Poppins. At the end I had no hesitations about giving a standing ovation, since it absolutely met the "must be so fabulous as to make me forget where I am and possibly transport my soul from my body" criteria.I have never been in a better or more excited audience. When the curtain went up...

Monday, 11 September 2006

Nihilistic.

For the last second, I could feel the nihilistic side of me taking control of me, urging me to stop breathing. Once. And. For. All. No more bullshit, nonsensical burdens of this thing called Life.The above, although a nice profound way to say one is emo, is true and it occurs to me at increasing rates recently. I think I should set up a 'Death-Worship" cult or something.Another things, I swear the authorities injected MuggingOxide into the atmosphere. It smells all different now, smells like lecture notes. OMG!I want Promos to come faster. Dragging through a fuglong day of lessons is tiring. I rather 'go, get my brain fried, and rest", all in the matters of 2 to 3 hours. That's it. Doesn't it sound much better? I think it does.Promos, come faster!Rh says I'm MAD, I think I already know that...

Friday, 8 September 2006

Finished!!!!!

Hah HAH! Have turned it in for binding! Have had massage!The massage was lovely. But the thing is, I have come to realize that the therapist I used to go to back in the days of back-destroying travel was a brilliant, brilliant genius superwoman with dark powers. She was the only thing that kept me from walking around like a hunchback for two years. I saved per diem money by eating Wendy's salads every day on the road and would then give the rest of it to her twice a month, at which times she would work. me. over. No lie, the woman did not rest until she got through every layer of muscle on my body and worked out every last bit of tension. She made me whimper a few times. She was the first (and last) person who ever used the words "hard as a rock" in connection with my bum. Only she didn't...

SlipknotI still cannot believe I attended one of their gigs....

Thursday, 7 September 2006

Running on fumes

I'm so close. So close to being done.I'm also an exhausted, bedraggled, emotionally-fragile basket case. Yesterday I took a break from writing to watch a couple of clips from Grey's Anatomy on YouTube because I was suddenly in the mood for some Patrick Dempsey (because really, when is not a good time for Patrick Dempsey?).Let me state here that I've never even seen this show before even though I've read some recaps. (Note: the recaps do not tell you how gorgeous pretty much everyone on this show is. It's like the Beautiful People Show.) So yes. Show I've never seen before and have no emotional attachment to.And yet. I sat there in front of my laptop completely sobbing about Meredith and McDreamy and The Love They Share. "Sniffff! He lo-o-o-ves her so mu-u-u-uch! Mwhahhggghhhaaahhhhggggg!!!...

Fun with Val!

It was late night chat with Val once again and it resulted in this particular chatlog: Misanthrope - Götterdämmerung. says: Was ist deine Kinder, Frau Val? Misanthrope - Götterdämmerung. says: Where is your children, mrs val? Valie: editing is the best way to cover up a bad photo. says: i have no children Valie: editing is the best way to cover up a bad photo. says: lol Misanthrope - Götterdämmerung. says: Meine Kinder alle Todd. Misanthrope - Götterdämmerung. says: My children all dead. Valie: editing is the best way to cover up a bad photo. says: Valie: editing is the best way to cover up a bad photo. says: OH-, das ist traurig. Misanthrope - Götterdämmerung. says: Mein krankheit ist grosse. Misanthrope - Götterdämmerung. says: My madness is huge. lol. Misanthrope...

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Wednesday, 6 September 2006

New Blogskin!

As you have probably used your innate observation skills, I have finally changed my blogskin! Yes. I am bidding eternal farewell to the angsty, gothic side of my online identity. It's time to mellow down. No more view count. No more flashy banners. No more budding videos. No intentions of seeing how many people view this accursed journal of mine. Nothing else matters. Call me an Nihilist. =) Last of all, kudos to the talented Maker of this skin and the even more talented band, Opeth. \m/Anyway, it's been a while since I updated you, loyal jesters of mine, on my ever-monotonous continiuity of events called Life. Today, I went to mug with Ren...

Gah!

Okay, be calm. No need to panic. Have to finish the dissertation this week, so really should not be writing blog posts at all. But I was without Internet access for the last two days and almost died from the withdrawal symptoms.I wanted to thank everyone, though, who wished me a Happy Birthday yesterday. I got some lovely and thoughtful texts and emails and e-cards and G-talk voice messages. ("Yes, I love technology . . . ") My favorite, though, has to be the Google video of The Precious singing Happy Birthday in the manner of an indentured servant who is routinely forced to sing while putting on pajama bottoms. It kind of made me bark like a seal.Because Lady J had to go up to the Lake District to do geology things, she dropped me off at the Preston Temple on Monday. So I worked on my laptop...

Sunday, 3 September 2006

Wiki!

Was reading stuff on suicide on Wiki then somehow it led me to Mind Control. It got me especially interested at the Lifton Brainwashing Method, which provided 8 pointers of revelations to many proles of this world that they are being latently controlled by the evil governments. Suddenly, you see a thousand million more Winstons surfacing. Lol. Here's the 8 pointers;Psychiatrist Robert Jay Lifton described in his 1961 book Thought Reform and the Psychology of Totalism: A Study of "Brainwashing" in China eight coercive methods which, he says, are able to change the minds of individuals without their knowledge and were used with this purpose on prisoners of war in Korea and China. [2] These include milieu control (controlled relations with the outer world)mystic manipulation (planned spontaneity...

Friday, 1 September 2006

Dirty baaaaaaabe

First off, you have to go see this--Savvy and I are considering taking our act on the road.I can't believe I get to see her precious self in less than two weeks. We will both squeal so loudly that possibly airline security will arrest us. And maybe the Nazgul will turn up. Also I'll get to see Baby Ethan some more, which I'm very excited about since he was newborn the last time. And everyone knows newborns aren't real people yet.Other good news for the day: I talked to my advisor and he says I'm in good shape and just need to finish the thing. So yay for that! In my euphoria must remind self that have not actually finished yet so cannot relax and begin the festivities.Amyjane asked what's on my list for the next two weeks. And since I imagine (key word) you're all dying to know, here it is:Dinner...

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