It's coming...

My fiends, It's time to inform you that the True AntiChrist is coming. All shall fall apart. The details: Antichrist will come at the end of a great war - Gog and Magog. This war will in fire for the enemies Israel. Antichrist will come with his holy ones - ailens. Antichrist will set up an era of peace under global dictatorship. Antichrist allow the building of the Third Jerusalem Temple (Church of Satan, probably.) Hail! I knew it, from the start of it! I knew it! Just beware......

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Babble Babble Part 3...

Saturday:Went to Suntec City to watch my sister compete in the Glamour Quest Finals. So, to kill time before the show begins, I went to watch 'The Eye 10'. Don't talk about it, it's not scary at all. Then after the show, there are still time to slay. I went to Shaw Tower to pay Solomon a visit. Hanged out for a while, did some flourishes there, Solomon once again amazed me with his effects (tricks = taboo). Then i went back to Suntec. Checked out the price for my long-sought after Zen Mirco at Harvey Norman. Okay, time to save a hefty sum of $299 for a 4GB one.After much time hanging around at Suntec, that damn show finally started. As usual, my sister walked nonchalantly up and down that catwalk, making funny faces, not giving a damn about anything. So, the show droned on... I was totally...

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Babble Babble 2...

Wednesday:Had dental checkup. That darn male dentist really used his bull strength to prod and poke at my vulnerable gums! DAMN him! I was like 'Can you fucking please stop this!!!!' in my head, while he happily drew blood out of my damaged gums... Perverted scumbag. I would rather he wash or polish my teeth, than do this brutal poking thing. He must be a damn trainee. Complain! Okay, period.Thursday:Had health checkup. After surviving that icy cold air con in that makeshift place, I sat around and played with my linking rings. Noisy shit.Then, I burrowed a terribly worn out deck from Alden, then we happily threw that deck on a wall a few times, imagining we are David Blaine doing Card On Window effect. Imagine.Then we had a horrible time picking up cards from that dusty floor.After much...

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My Astrological Profile.

Free Sun Interpretation for Ng This complimentary Sun analysis looks only at the position of the Sun in your natal chart. Our full natal chart interpretation considers the positions of every planet, and so is much more complete and accurate. The Free Sun Interpretation is a very brief excerpt from your Full Natal Chart Interpretation. Sun in Capricorn Like a mountain goat climbing his way to the top, you are a solitary, ambitious risk-taker who stops at nothing to reach your goal. Your virtues are persistence, self-discipline and patience, which, when cultivated, make you one of the most successful persons of the zodiac. However, a lack of self-confidence may lead you down the wrong path, in which case your chilly personality may make you less motivated to "do the right thing" and more inclined...

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My Little Poetry About Metal Music. Devour it.

Ever Metal Addiction (Written in 2004) Metal music is the best, I can’t live one single day without it, For that is pure living hell. The beauty of it all, Is that the hypnotic and headbanging drum beats, And the indescribable guitar solos, That are just so fucking awesome and, Purely breathe-taking for us – metal fans. The sick lyrics made it more wicked by the second, Satanic and devilsonic you might say, But think it deeper and with sense, It does make every sense in this world! The highness we get listening to them, Is like the ever addiction to drugs, Yes, we are addicted, So living one day without it is impossible, For Metal really kick ass. Metal, oh my lovely Metal, I love you, So much more than anything else, But why some just reject you so much? I can’t fathom why at all?...

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Metal Music and its side-effects.

This torrent of sickness,has been dormant inside for moments,I did not cared to count.But for now it surfaced,full-blown andat full force,it's directed at you.don't dodge,you can't.Morbid, yes I am,and a nutcase,I agree.but who done this to me?This beats me!Don't speak,it's no use.Don't try to resist.for it's futile.I'm being megalomanical,so what?Dressing like Mr. Manson,has been my greatest wish,ever since my addiction,to BLACK METAL.Knowing Cradle of Filth,made my addiction,tenfold stronger.Dani's devious shrieks,and bellowing groans,is far too much for me to take.Dani - You Rock!On a daily basis,an injection of hardcore morphine,jabbed into my neck,releasing the pleasures of the HIGHNESS,of METAL music.Oh this is far too awesome!Their songs - satanic mantra,includes hints of Satanism,who...

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Lyrics that I wrote long time ago.

Untitled (But this is sure antichrist.) What has gotten into me? I can't believe, can't be. This is something more morbid. You always forbid! Nothing pleases me. More than a knife stab can be. Now stab me. Go on, do it! Spread-eagle and scarred. Deep inside, I'm scared. Jesus isn't bit sacred. Don't believe in this elaborate hoax! I have reached saturation. No more, this is infatuation. God, your folly! Won't work! Don't try! You will die! Conclaves won't wo...

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Origins of all the Frenzy in The Exorcist.

Pazuzu is often depicted with the body of a man but with the head of a lion or dog, talons instead of feet, two pairs of wings, the tail of a scorpion and with a snake-like penis. He is also depicted with the right hand upward, and the left hand downward; the position of the hands means respectively life and death (or creation and destruction).Although Pazuzu was a malevolent force, his image was used on amulets to ward off his enemy Lamashtu, a female demon that preyed on newborn babies and their mothers. The amulet was either placed on the mother or child or larger ones were placed above them on a wall.The root of all Evil in The Exorci...

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Food for thought...

If a Man smite you on one cheek. SMASH him on the other! And SMASH him on the hips and jaws! For this is the highest order of self-perservation! - Anton Szandor LaVey in The Satanic Bib...

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Announcement

Henceforth announcing,I would be spending less time on magic from now on. Need time to renew interests and spend more time on the dreadful studies. ;)- Li...

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Babble Babble...

Thursday night :After attempting to dig out all my biology crap and trashing them into a file, I decided to rehearse through all my magic routines. I stood at my table and did them all, pattering as if there's audience... Without even knowing the passing of time, I actually stood for 3 hours straight at the exact same spot and did all my shit. Woot. Leg numbing! Neck straining! 11pm to 2 am! Damn tired. So quickly go sleep.Friday:Today. Boring day as usual. duh.Went out with Edwin, Mac to Shaw Towers. Felt no particular aura, because the aura of hunger is overpowering. Edwin said 'Look up. You might see something.' Ok, I looked up the building. Then i said, 'A girl might suddenly appear at the window and stare down at us. Just wait for it.' While waiting for Edwin's answer, the green man...

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Card Artistry

Come to think about it, I have been into magic for nearly 2 years now. And for card flourishes or card artistry, I'm in it for almost 6 months now.Speaking of card flourishes. All those fancy one hand cuts, fabulous fans and crazy card packet displays, and swift sybils. All of them had definitely increased my hand's flexibility, dexterity and strength. The phrase to describe is elegant yet strong pair of hands would emerge after doing much flourishes. The perfect pair of hands. Lengthening and sliming of the fingers are guranteed. And the queer sensation of being ailenated from your hands is also confirmed. You would feel that 'Are these my hands? They feel so mechanic, fake! There's no feeling to them anymore!'This happened to me, this weird sense of ailenation from my hands. Flourishers,...

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Much Sought After Yet-to-Master Flourish Moves.

Filpback Fans - The longest time that I have invested, trying to perfect and get the hang of.King Cobra - An insane one-handed cut.Basic Cobra - Simple looking, yet hard to master.I shall just do my simple finger fans and one hand fans...

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From the Cradle ot Enslaved!

From the Cradle to Enslaved - Cradle of FilthTwo thousand fattened years like maniacsHave despoiled our common graveNow what necrophagous Second Coming backsFrom the cradle to enslave?Sickle constellationsStud the belts that welt the skyWhilst the Bitter winter moonProwls the clouds, dead-eyedLike shifting parent fleshUnder silk matricide...Watchful as she was upon EdenWhere every rose arbour and orchard she swepthid the hissing of a serpent LibidoIn an ancient tryst with catastropheSoon to be keptHear that hissing now on the breezeAs through the plundered groves of the carnal gardenA fresh horror blowsBut ten billion soulsAre blind to see the rotting wood for the treesThis is the theme to a bitter ArmageddonNightchords rake the heavensPandaemonaeonAnd what use are prayers to that ´god´?As...

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New Fetish

I'm in love with Linking Rings! Fresh stuff apart from good old cards. - Ling....

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Phantom of the Card Table.

A deck of cards is the perfect tool for deceit. The thirteen values, four suits and two colours have led to the creation, of card games. But no matter how complex the game, or how the laws of chance seek to make everyone a loser but the house, one thing remains constantand that is the playing card itself. If a cheat wanted to devise an instrument for the express purpose of robbing under a guise of friendly get-together, he could have done no better than invent the playing card. Its very size and shape make it ideal for trickery for all kinds. Cards are easily controlled during a shuffle, can be palmed in comfortable, and can be subtly altered, counterfeited and arranged to facilitate some ingenious scams and swindles. A deck of cards in the hands of a cheat is the weapon of unsurpassed criminal...

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My Numerology Profile

Vowels 9 31 Ng Ling XuanConsonants 57 3 57 6 5For NG : Vowels = 0 Consonants = 3 NG = 3For LING : Vowels = 9 Consonants = 6 LING = 6For XUAN : Vowels = 4 Consonants = 2 XUAN = 6So, Personality Number = 6For year 2005, Personal Year : 16/01/2005 = 6Secret Self Number = 11 (linked to occult!)Soul Number = 4Maturity Number = 5Destiny Number (Life Path) = 8 (Intrigued by Death!)Pinnacle Numbers: 1st Pinnacle = 0 to 28 years old. (1st Pinnacle Number = 6)2nd Pinnacle = 28 to 37 years old (2nd Pinnacle Number = 2 - embark on spiritual journey)3rd Pinnacle = 37 to 46 years old (3rd Pinnacle Number = 4)4th Pinnacle = 46 years old onwards. (4th Pinnacle Number = 8)Challenge Numbers on Pinnacle...

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Funeral of Hearts by His Infernal Majesty

Love’s the funeral of heartsAnd an ode for crueltyWhere angels cry bloodOn flowers of evil in bloomThe funeral of heartsAnd a plea for mercyWhen love is a gunSeparating me from youShe was the sun shining uponThe tomb of your hopes and dreams so frailHe was the moon painting youWith its glow so vulnerable and paleLove’s the funeral of heartsAnd an ode for crueltyWhen angels cry bloodOn flowers of evil in bloomThe funeral of heartsAnd a plea for mercyWhen love is a gunSeparating me from youShe was the wind carrying inAll the troubles and fearsYou’ve for years tried to forgetHe was the fireRestless and wild and you wereLike a moth to that flame(The funeral of hearts)The heretic seal beyond divinePray to God who’s deaf and blindThe last rights for souls on fireThree little words and a question...

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Songs that kept me going...

Okay folks. Here are the songs that kept me sane and alive all these while,In no particular order :(Brace yourself, it's a long list!)- Hallowed be Thy Name (Shallow be Thy Grave) - CoF- From the Cradle to Enslave - CoF- Fatal Tragedy - Dream Theatre- Born in a Burial Gown - CoF- Gilded CUNT - CoF- Filthy Little Secret - CoF- Nymphetamine - CoF- Dusk and Her Embrace - CoF- Coffin Fodder - CoF- Her Ghost in the Fog - CoF- Ebony Dressed For Sunset - CoF- Hurt and Virtue - CoF- Presents for the Poisoned-Heart - CoF- Medusa and Hemlock - CoF- Nemesis - CoF- Absinthe and Faust - CoF- Swansong for a Raven - CoF- Better Reign in Hell - CoF- Mannequin - CoF- Babylon AD - CoF- Fuel for Hatred - Satyricon- Mother North - Satyricon- Mourning Palace - Dimmu Borgir- Stormblast - Dimmu Borgir- Moonchild...

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Wow.

Mr. Mok actually said that my command in English is powerful! I love that! Makes me feel so good!- Li...

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Turmoil.

Upon revealing my inner mind and thoughts deep down inside, I seem to be constantly struggling spiritually. I might sound like a hypocrite, but these are just my thoughts and I'm in a spiritual turmoil.Ok, to kick off. I have experienced so-called God's Omniscient Presence when I tried praying. It sort of worked and I have felt God's Light and his passion etc. I felt so at ease and completely contented with that state of mind and all. Perhaps this is salvation of the Saviour. The only thing I disdain is that the way of the Christians try to promote Christianity - they made it seem like a Cult Coven instead of being a religion. And that the teachings are too strict and sometimes senseless at all.And, I have read Buddhism books and have understood the Eightfold Path and Four Noble Truths and...

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Another kick-ass song lyrics for your devour.

Hallowed be Thy Name - Cradle of Filth (Iron Maiden Cover)I'm waiting in my cold cell when the bell begins to chimeReflecting on my past life and it doesn't have much time'Cause at 5 o'clock they take me to The Gallow's PoleThe sands of time for me are running lowMotherfuckers!Running lowWhen the priest comes to read me the last ritesI take a look through the bars at the last sightsOf a world that has gone very wrong for meCan it be there's some sort of error?Hard to stop the surmounting terrorIs it really the end not some crazy dream?Somebody please tell me that I'm dreamingIt's not so easy to stop from screamingBut words escape me when I try to speakTears they flow but why am I cryingAfter all I am not afraid of dyingDon't I believe that there is never an endAs the guards march me out to...

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Fiendish Quotes for you to enjoy.

"Come on, say it again. I'm a perfect devil. Tell me how bad I am. It makes me feel so good!" Page 573 of Queen of the Damned. "Evil is a point of view." - Lestat in Interview with a Vampire. Psycho by Alfred Hitchcock. Norman Bates: "She just goes a little mad sometimes. We all go a little mad sometimes. Haven't you?" Norman Bates: "Oh God mother, blood! Blood!" Norman Bates: "She's as harmless as one of those stuffed birds" Norman Bates:"A boy's best friend is his mother" Norman Bates: "Bates Motel... 12 rooms, 12 vacancies" Norman Bates' Mother: No! I will not hide in the fruit cellar! Ha! You think I'm fruity, huh? I'm staying right here. This is my room and noone will drag me out of it, least of...

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Sa·tan·ism (stn-zm) n. The worship of Satan characterized by a travesty of the Christian rites. satanism Profound wickednessn : an adherent of Satan or Satanism oc·cult (-klt, klt) adj. Of, relating to, or dealing with supernatural influences, agencies, or phenomena. Beyond the realm of human comprehension; inscrutable. Available only to the initiate; secret: occult lore. See Synonyms at mysterious. Hidden from view; concealed. Medicine. Detectable only by microscopic examination or chemical analysis, as a minute blood sample. Not accompanied by readily detectable signs or symptoms: occult carcinoma. n. Occult practices or techniques:...

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A Magic Trick for you.

Okay. Think of a damn freaking card.Got it?Good. You are very obedient.Let me see. It's an Ace. It's an Ace of ... Spades, I might say? Aces of Spades?If you choose this card, good. You don't get a prize.If your choice isn't Aces of Spades. Hell to you.That's all, my folks. What more?- Li...

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My Fetish for Magic.

Magic - the highest level of performance and showmanship. Though it requires tonnes of knuckle-breaking practice and more butt-numbing practice, the sheer satisfaction of seeing your audiences down right fooled and amazed is overwhelming.And, Magic has been a metamorphsis for me. Ok, I admit I'm ranting nonsense.The beauty and perfection of Filpback Fans...The spectaular granduer of the King Cobra Cut...The suckiness of ellusionist Tally Ho Viper Decks...The optical illusion that Tally Ho Circle Backs gave...The Magic of Cards is infinite, wild with possibilities.- Li...

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Check this out.

Alright, ladies and gents! (and all those in between) Step right up for Kev's little yard sale of assorted magic/non-magic stuff. Woohoo!!The World's Best Collection of Easy-to-Do Impromptu Card Magicby Aldo Columbinihttp://webzoom.freewebs.com/mredux/For%20S...ard%20Magic.JPGThis is Aldo Columbini's awesome book about Impromptu Card Magic: most of them are almost self-working, very easy to do, and require absolutely no set up at all. Plots range from gambling routines to ace productions to lie detectors to magician-killers... with 90 full-blown routines from contributors such as David Regal, Jay Sankey, Ed Marlo and Dai Vernon, you can't go...

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Her Ghost in the Fog - Sensual Indulgence to the Maximum.

The moon, she hangs like a cruel portraitSoft winds whisper the bidding of treesAs this tragedy starts with a shattered glass heartAnd the midnightmare trampling of dreamsBut oh, no tears pleaseFear and pain may accompany DeathBut it is desire that shepherds it's certaintyas we shall seeShe was divinity's creatureThat kissed in cold mirrorsA Queen of SnowFar beyond compareLips attuned to symmetrySought her everywhereDark liquored eyesAn Arabian nightmareShe shone on watercoloursOf my pondlife as pearlUntil those who couldn't have herCut her free of this WorldThat fateful Eve whenThe trees stank of sunset and camphorTheir lanterns chased phantoms and threwAn inquisitive glance, like the shadows they castOn my love picking rue by the light of the moonPutting reason to flightOr to death as their...

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The First Sin.

Infernal Saluations, my darkest fiends. Your stumble into this realm is not by pure coincindence. For this is the First Sin, I would like to say that you would be subjected to full-flung assault of extremely biased and wrathful thoughts about all things of Life. By reading till here, I can assume that you are a literate person. (What else?) - Ling....

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